Pathetic

I feel sad because I did something bad today. I was dissapointed and I told him that. It was quiet pathetic. I have always tell myself to control my emotion. I have failed today ... I don't want to fall into the deep hole again. I know when I fall, I can't get up so easily. Therefore, I will have to do every small thing in detail.

Here By Me

Came across a good song.. Did not mean anything by the lyrics I pasted here..

Here By Me - 3 Doors Down

I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
'Cause I'm not doing so good without you
The things I thought you'd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years
I guess I only see the truth through all this fear of living without you

And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever beIt could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me

I can’t take another day without you'
Cause, baby, I could never make it on my own
I've been waiting so long just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong
I'm sorry I can't always find the words to say
But everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love

And everything I have in this world
All that I'll ever beIt could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me
As the days roll on I see
Time is standing still for me
When you’re not here
I’m sorry I can’t always find the words to say

Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your lovex2
And everything I have in this world
And all that i'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me

happy happy ~

It was a happy day on 27th Oct. The day started till climax in the noon and slow down in the night. I was touched by the kindest people around me.. I received greetings from my high school friends, coursemates, university friends, other friends, colleagues, relatives, sisters, and parents... They are just to marvelous for remembering my birthday. I have a lil bit of empty space in my heart for something else. Happy happy~

My sis tummy is filled with a living thing.. haha.. it's a girl.. we have been shopping for her needs on last Wednesday. She got her toddler's "car", comforter, clothes, and others.. so many things..

Advanced celebration :)

Thanks to my buddy aka Sushi for organizing an early celebration for my birthday. I am going to turn 24 next week.

I was told that we are going to Tambun, and my intelligent brain whispered to me that it would be seafood *wink wink*. Kitty asked to go with the rest first and my first reaction was, how can it be? Am I not supposed to be the VIP? VIP doesn't go first.. Haha.. This then has become Kitty's joke of the day. The S[SJ] had already standing still down at the lobby with their usual soft spoken chat when I arrived. By the way, we are taken to the place in Chicken Lil's superb four wheel Toyota Corollla 1.6. The communicated map has brought us to Holland but our marvelous combinacated EQ route us back to the right lane. We followed the sign board Klinik Batu Kawan and reached there the earliest. The other two cars which is chauffeur by our two gentlemen arrived 20 hours later.. Haha.. This time, our dedicated team member of the Hot&Spicy Chicken Wing did not manage to make it because she got to have candle night dinner with her spouse. Anyway, Chicken still having a good time and played with Chicken Lil's friend.

See ? I was having a good time surrounded by the handsome and charming colleagues.

and pretty ones!!

Kitty ordered 7 dishes; but she was triggered later on by our giant eating appettite that this portion of food was not enough to feed the 14 of us. We were later added another 3 dishes and on of them is Chicken's favaourite soft shell crabs.

I reminded them about the birthday cake before it ended. Smart me... It was a chocolate melted on cheezy and some choc creamy ingredients. See the name? It is my cake.

Thanks to CCW for the special hand drawn birthday card. I was so stupid not to detect the "I Love You" sentence on the card. Haha.. Kitty and the rest claimed it is there.. only smart people can read it.

Oooh.. Oooh.. Oooh..

I almost hang over due to the work loads. It is a never ending work. I do spend some time everyday to think about the sweet things that occured during the day. Today I have not yet recall any. Sunday was somehow special.. I was out there searching for something to give to her next week. Almost everyone would not be around during the special holiday. I cancelled my plan to take leave because I wanted to be here to settle the work before I depart for Phuket on the week after. Yesterday in the meeting, when my boss asked me to give some updates on synthesis.. I had lined up every details that I wanted to inform the team members. Erm, and when he asked for the last item I want to tell it there, my heart was beating fast. I said; "This is quite important actually, I am going for vacation on WW45.1 and WW45.2, and SJ also won't be around". My boss typed in his meeting notes: Oooh...Ooohh..Oooh... Shit.. It is supposed to be my first official synthesis run. I am really disspointed on the date we booked the vacation plan. It is out of the original schedule because the project schedule is pushed out. Now I just hope that what I wish will come true..

PHUKET, I AM COMING !!!

death

Some one dear of my friend had passed away and the term death click my brain. Therefore, I searched what death means in wikipedia and I got this:

Death is the end of life, the full cessation of vital functions in a biological organism. It is generally considered a permanent state in the field of biology, and all living things are believed to eventually die, whether through natural causes such as disease, or unnatural ones such as accident.

After reading through the small tiny details on how dying process would be and what is it that caused death, I can conclude that death is declared when the electric activity in the brain is ceased. Doctor called it a biological death or brain death.

I always feel terrified to go to funeral because I associate death with ghost or terrible thing. But then the time my grandma passed away, I feel differently. I walked to the coffin and looked at her. I saw her face, I can recognise her kind face but with paler colour. At that time, I feel the warmth in the family rather than scared. I last saw her on Chinese New Year year 2003 if I recalled correctly. She left us on just a few days after chap goh meh. Yeah, she survived till the end of the new year. I feel proud of her because she did not show us any bad sign during our visit. She is a very independent lady and she is the one who brought up all the children, eight of them.

Lantern

I am disspointed after hearing the complicated relationship happens around a friend of mine. Maybe the person whom I feel is a good man isn't that good either. Probably the qualities that he posses makes him feel great. I don't blame on them. Last week was mid autumn festival.. 15th day of 8th month. Anyhow, i feel ok on the festival.

A pair of pink heel for RM39.90

Today I was browsing the friendster page and found out that my darling sister has grown into such a pretty young lady. She posted some MedBall pictures in her photos : http://www.friendster.com/13338269 . I guess her partner does not look ugly either, Kevin boy.. :P I never see him in real person before but from what I see from her pictures, he is a decent guy. Today I had lunch with my ex-eating-mates. But lately we don't see each other so often anymore and my roomie isn't with us. It is all started when I wanted to go buy some groceries. Before reaching Sunshine, I stopped at Kg. Jawa petrol station to pump air into my flatten by 5% tyres. After squatting and wondering around under the hot sun for 10minutes, I was hold back by the weather. No more groceries .. and thus I headed back to my just like heaven room. But then, I realised I have not fill my stomach yet. First thing in my mind is of course them.. therefore I called one of the "W". The important thing I wanted to stress here is I failed. I bought a pair of heels after strolling along the corridor for less than 15 minutes. Maybe today I was supposed to work at home and I was fined RM39.90 for not staying in my room but go out spending. Now I am too tired to continue.. and doze off soon.. chao..

Whisper to my love ones

According to him, I changed a lot. The first thing ping my head is "Am I changing from an ugly duckling into a swan?". Damn.. I don't know I potrait this kind of image. But it is true, something inside me change.. and physically too. Maybe I don't look so kiddy anymore. It is a different stage of life now. I am emerging into the mature lady type. It isn't a bad thing. As he said i look attractive from every different angle. I know he is such a sweet talker, therefore i am ignoring most of his words. Don't let him know this. Haha. Probably yesterday's conversation is the best i had in few months time. He is so attentive to my needs and so caring. How could I resist not to smile the whole day even though my day has not been this tired in previous time. I hope kindness can empowered me a happy life. I understand the people around me treat me well. I appreciate what they have done for me. I am happy for Ling's on her new baby boy, Poh for her wedding next year and my sis for the kicking baby in her stomach and growing. We are all worried for her as she had a little trouble on her new member of the small family. She resigned, I know it was a very hard decision for her as she left what she had gained for working so hard. It is hard for me to get contact with the other one isolated in australia. She is busy there, with her study. I have passed my mommy's message to her today. At last after five years waiting, she got her chance to fix her teeth.. But the lousy goverment is really not doing their job well. It is too far from her now. She can't take the offer anymore as the distance is really a problem. yvonne is having her PMR exam now. I wish she can be calm in all her papers. It is the most important thing. I love her and Hong a lot. I am sorry for forgetting hong's 17th birthday. I did celebrated with her on my last trip home. I treated her japanese lunch with a necklace as the special present. Mom has been keeping stuff bout dad from me. I know she don't want me to worry. But it is really worrying. He fell, but luckily we had the chinese sensei in house now. bro in law is really good in this kind of stuff as his dad is the real traditional sensei. He applied the knowledge he has on dad and the outcome is really superb. Everyone is far away from me, but the connection is still tight. I miss them and I miss the moments at home .. Mommy really loves me ... and so do I..

My watch is fixed!!

It is already more than a week I did not update anything here. Maybe the days were too gloomy and I need time to get used to them. A handful of bliss came from friends held me up during the hard times. I have a lot trainings and meetings lining up the whole week. Even the work loads get more and more everyday. I am exhausted but I have the determination to do my best. I love my job and friends (*almost all). I will not leave them if not being forced to. Yeah...force.. But I am forced along the journey. I smiled to feel better when at the same time, it was such a bitter inside. The penne aren't bad at all. I guess the chef now in her mind marks me as greedy girl who eats a lot. I controlled my appetite when the food is little. As the penne was prepared in a big portion, i decided to finish them at the same time, showed the host my true colours :) Forgive me host and thanks for the warm treatment. I smelled fish in the room today. Maybe it came from outside, probably the toilet. My roomie is in happy state lately.She has returned me the capital I lend to her few weeks back. I feel it is coming back.. :) By the way, the watch which is spoiled some time ago is fixed. A friend brought the watch back to small town Taiping and request the old servant with magnifiying glass to fix the tiny thing. He claimed that the watch component is rusty. I guess it because the watch has no water resistant feature. Probably the rain is the reason to the watch's tragic. Yeah, it has some kind of memory for me.. I keep it because it is a beautiful ticking thing, not because of the memories. It costs me rm58 to fix it, ok? haha..

DONKEY STORY

Donkey's picture.. hahahha


Once upon a time a Washerman was bringing up two donkeys.

Let us say Donkey-A and Donkey-B.

Donkey-A felt it was very energetic and could do better than theother. It always tried to pull the washerman's attraction over it by taking more load and walking fast in front of him.

Innocent Donkey-B is normal, so it will walk normal, irrespective ofthe washerman's presence. After a period of time, Washerman started pressurising Donkey-B to be like Donkey-A. But Donkey-B unable to walk fast, got continuous punishment from washerman. It was crying and told personally to Donkey-A "Dear friend, only we two are here,why to compete with each other....we can carry equal load at normal speed ".

That made Donkey-A all the more energetic and next day it told to washerman that it can carry more load and even it can run fast also.

Obviously happier washerman looked at Donkey-B.., his BP raised andhe started kicking Donkey-B. Next day with smile, Donkey-A carried more load and started running fast. But it was breath taking forDonkey-B and it couldn't act that way....But the washerman was frustrated, so he harassed Donkey-B terribly, and finally it fell down hopelessly.

Then Donkey-A felt itself as a supremo and happily started carrying more load with great speed. But now the Load of the Donkey-B is also being carried by Donkey-A., and still it has to run fast. For some period it did, finally due to fatigue it got tired and started feeling the pain. But washerman expected more from Donkey-A. It also tried best, but couldn't cope up with his owners demand. TheWasherman got angry with Donkey-A also and started harassing to take more load... Donkey-A was crying for long time and then tried its best... But it couldn't meet the owner's satisfaction. Finally theday came when due to frustration the washerman killed Donkey-A andwent for searching some other Donkeys.

Its an endless story....... ...

But the moral of the Story in Corporate and social life is......,

"Think all colleagues are same and that everyone is capable.... AlwaysS hare the Load eq ually..... Don't ever act smart in front of yourBoss and never try for getting over-credit. ..

Don't feel happy when ur colleague is under pressure..

"It doesn't matter if u r A or B, for the Boss u shall be always DONKEY And most importantly, Never Work Hard, Work Cleverly.... .

"Success is a journey not a destination"

darker ..damn ...

It was a great trip.. The fellowship of strawberries striked again, but we sticked to ground instead of on the hill.. this time we had a new member joining. I think I won't be in the group for long. I like my friends and it is kind of hard to leave them. I don't want to tell the wonderful story of pantai kerachut here because I know someone will soon post in his blog. It is really tiring at the end of the day. My face already got burnt and soon it will grow dark. I did not prepare for any water play today. So I was wet all over from the head till toe and did not change after the ocean bath. I was hungry even when the day has not turn dark. Maybe I lost my appetitte during the discriminative day. I feel like an ornament in life. You know, those thing that people put to display so that their house look nice or the things they decorate a chrismas tree. Really in deep think....... shit..... I think I am in depression

What is depression?
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Depression is more than the blues or the blahs; it is more than the normal, everyday ups and downs.
When that "down" mood, along with other symptoms, lasts for more than a couple of weeks, the condition may be clinical depression. Clinical depression is a serious health problem that affects the total person. In addition to feelings, it can change behavior, physical health and appearance, academic performance, social activity and the ability to handle everyday decisions and pressures.

All cried out.

All alone on a Sunday morning...
Outside I see the rain is falling...whoa.
Inside I'm slowly dying.
But the rain will hide my...
Crying...Crying...Crying.
And you don't you know.
My tears will burn the pillow.
Set this place on fire.
Cause I'm tired of "your" lies.
All I needed was a simple "hello".
But the traffic was so noisy...
That you could not hear me cry.

Generation gap

Let us talk about cartoon. When I was in primary schools, I watched Ninja Turtle. We were thrilled to see Donatello, Micheal Angelo and another turtle (which I forgot the name) jumping around with their weapons to save the world. I still rememeber they wear orange, red and purple head band. Then, there were these Thunder Cat, He-man and Transformer. Those are the type of cartoon which suit boys that time. Erm, girlie stuff is like My Little Pony and Friends, Jam, Smurf and Care Bears. By the way, these four were my favourite cartoon at that period. They were screened on TV at 8.30am Saturday and 4.30 or 5.30pm weekdays. Time past and the cartoons were replaced by more hi-tech type. But, honestly I don't like.

School bag:- When I was in primary school I used a bag with cartoon picture at the pocket in front of the bag. Then during primary six, bags invention has gone through a vast transition. They put a clock in front of the bag. So we can see mobile walking clock on students' back. Then when I moved to secondry school, I see small kids started using the roller's bag.. They pulled it like a luggage bag in airport.

Diskette... I remembered I took GW Basic computer class in primary school. At that time, we were using the ~6 inch diskette. Then when I moved to secondary school, I used the 3 1/2 inch diskette which is able to hold 1.44MB of data.. During last year of university, everything has moved to compact disk - CD (700MB) and now we only talk about DVD.

Stilll a lot to write, but i feel very sleepy.. :P
Stop now OK?

fake

same thing i wanted to say today. she is real fake. i hate her. don't know how come the guys like her so much.... and she is really demanding plus so-hateable.. to me, she is not serious, she is just kiasu fella..

Rick Warren, the Purpose Driven ~ Quoted

Something nice to read.. understand them.. and apply..!

Subject: Rick Warren, the Purpose Driven ~ Quoted

Don't date because you are desperate.Don't marry because you are miserable.Don't have kids because you think your genes are superior.Don't philander because you think you are irresistible.Don't associate with people you can't trust.Don't cheat. Don't lie. Don't pretend.Don't dictate because you are smarter.Don't demand because you are stronger.Don't sleep around because you think you are old enough & know better.Don't hurt your kids because loving them is harder.Don't sell yourself, your family, or your ideals.Don't stagnate!Don't regress.Don't live in the past. Time can't bring anything or anyone back.Don't put your life on hold for possibly Mr. Right.Don't throw your life away on absolutely Mr. Wrong because your biological clock is ticking.Learn a new skill.Find a new friend.Start a new career.Sometimes, there is no race to be won, only a price to be paid for some of life's more hasty decisions.To terminate your loneliness, reach out to the homeless.To feed your nurturing instincts, care for the needy.To fulfill your parenting fantasies, get a puppy.Don't bring another life into this world for all the wrong reasons.To make yourself happy, pursue your passions & be the best of what you can be.Simplify your life. Take away the clutter.Get rid of destructive elements: abusive friends, nasty habits, and dangerous liaisons.Don't abandon your responsibilities but don't overdose on duty.Don't live life recklessly without thought and feeling for your family.Be true to yourself.Don't commit when you are not ready.Don't keep others waiting needlessly.Go on that trip. Don't postpone it.Say those words. Don't let the moment pass.Do what you have to, even at society's scorn.Write poetry.Love Deeply.Walk barefoot.Dance with wild abandon.Cry at the movies.Take care of yourself. Don't wait for someone to take care of you.You light up your life.You drive yourself to your destination.No one completes you - except YOU.It isn't true that life does not get easier with age.It only gets more challenging.Don't be afraid. Don't lose your capacity to love.Pursue your passions.Live your dreams.Don't lose faith in God.Don't grow old. Just grow YOU!

When you give someone your time, you are giving them a portion of your life that you'll never get back.
Your time is your life. That is why the greatest gift you can give to someone is your time.
Relationships take time and effort, and the best way to spell love is T-I-M-E because the essence of love is not what we think or do or provide for others, but how much we give of ourselves.
Our daily bread . . . . "A word fitly spoken is like apples of gold in setting silver" Proverbs 25.11
food for thought:

"The way we choose to walk often determines where we will end up !!"

** All bread are meant to be shared. God blesses us so we can be a blessing to others.

Jackpot !!

I was not so lucky until yesterday. I think it is just a lucky day for me. The day before, I was not very happy because they only drew one girl for the free shot which supposingly need to have two. I was in the basketball as usual like the past four days. Okie. I admit I like basketball although I can't play one. That is why I stay in the court to watch and cheer for them. Yesterday marked a remarkable day for me as I manages to clinch away the Rm40 tesco vouchers which are accumulated for 4 days. Maybe I should attached the picture of the voucher here for rememberance because I know I will spend away the winning voucher in a few days time.

The match between Logic Design and other groups was pretty boring because we lost for the first two match. Yesterday's one was a good one. I jumped and shouted a lot. I think taking up the volunteer job is quiet fun too.

I would not say anything personal here because some people tends to guess my personality from my blog. That is the reason I don't share out my blog. But thanks to sgoh12, many people know the existance of this page now.

-- Dull expression -- that is what I can say..

National Day

National Day marks nothing to me. =P Alright, I am not a patriotic person. I was on my way back Klang when clock striked 12 midnight on 31 August 2006. The funny thing is I passed through KL at that hour but I can't see any fireworks.. OK.. I fell asleep. Haha.. Lame joke. Forgot to mention that a cute girl rang me at 12 to let me know that she is in club doing her sexy moves. By the time I reached home, its already 1am. There stood my mom at the door waiting for me to enter the house. I presented her the whole bag of goodies I have packed earlier for her. Erm.. two boxes of Boh Tea and a box of Bharat Tea, one jar of pure honey, and a packet of "jambu air" for my dad freshen his day after tiring work.

The trip home this time brought back the old days among us. I saw Yee on one of the night in Sri Melur. She is slim and has a fair and flawless skin. That is how she get offered a front desk officer job at Slimming Sanctuary located at MidValley there. But since her life is so much complete now, she does not have the hurry to hunt a job. She complained that she did not spend enough time to chat with us. The next night, we went to Teluk Gong for seafood dinner. The old times cheezy crabs dish's quality has downgraded since CNY. Too bad Yee cannot join us.. I feel weird to see a red switch on the pole next to me. Therefore, I tried to press it using my naughty finger. All of a sudden, the red lights a the counter flashed and alarm sounded. Wow.. I never knew that they are so advanced in their service. Two girls came running to me.. Haha.. we were all stunned. Luckily ailene said, bring us the bill. They both walked back to the counter smilling (I am sure they smiled broadly to see my curiosity although it's their back that was facing me).

Standing from left: ailene , kim. Sitting beside me is Bee...

The next night I went for "yumcha" with the handsome guy mimicked Andy Lau. Surprisingly the shop is the nasi kandar restaurant we are having in the pearl of orient island -- Subaidah. Bukit Tinggi now has become the famous spot for gatherings nowadays. They have Kayu there too... and of course all the * Kopitiam.. and steamboat, Bah Kut Teh, Spanish, Japanese, Korean, Taiwan restaurants.

On the next day before I left for Penang, the cute fella asked me to accompany him for a quick lunch. But the quick lunch is quiet satisifying. He brought me to a secluded place in palm grove for a seafood meal.. Gosh, the fried fish there is even better than any of the same dish in Penang. We ordered 3 dishes and all came in very deliciously. I bet they were the best seafood I have eaten this year round.

I was so worried I don't have enough time for bah kut teh this time. Haha.... Mom is so considerate and smart minded. She cooked a pot of bah kut teh for our lunch. :) By the way, bah kut teh is actually eaten during breakfast. I remembered when I said this to other than Klang people, they laughed at me. I know nowadays, they sell bah kut teh in other states and the funny thing is they claimed it is a dinner time's food. As time goes by, people in Klang has also changed the concept to sell bah kut teh in both breakfast and dinner hours. But it is originated as a breakfast's food. Believe me, it is really taken as breakfast.

A full saturday

I am happy without him doing those small things behind. I try not to hate him but he keeps isolating me from the others. I have tried not to care on how he always treats me because he is just a stupid moron. He is happy when he make me upset. Actually he is just to stupid as he thought girls always like him. For me, he is a guy who is wearing a mask to please everyone and searching blindly for a date. I felt so ashamed when he showed the funny weird expression when he sees me. Am I such an alien? The way he conducts his behaviour is really saddening. Some people realise that, therefore maybe for that, they try so save me from his attack.

I work for the weekend. The number of project's license for the tool I am using has been reduced to only 10 as the project has taped out. It makes the execution less efficient. I have to stay awake to kick off a unit after one is completed and this goes for hundreds of them. Alright, but that does not stop me from enjoying my life. I went for a simple facial wash yesterday and rushed over to Old Town to meet the 2 handsome guys for lunch. Haha... they both going for a date. I was such a bad girl as I forgot to sms any of them to cancel the outing on the night. I was in the saloon afterwards and the sound of the powerful dryer caused me to miss a few calls from friend. I went to Tambun for dinner afterwards with monica all-beautiful friends. The special thing is that we we taken around by a white huge MPV, makes me feel like a VIP. Haha.. Then I went for a long-kai session with a stupid person who tried to scare me whenever we reached dark junction. That ended my dat at 4am. That's why I am still on my bed typing this at 12.25pm.

Treasure..

Smile broaden and heart flattered... hehe... :) After seeking all this while, I found some treasures. You would not believe what I have found.


I always tell myself not to indulge in this but it happened. I'll let fate decide then. You know what it is like? ya, fondue ice-cream from Haagen Daaz. The set serves 16 ice cream scoope in different flavour.. Rum tastes like heaven. It has a combination of 4 different fruits, banana, mango, strawberry and green apple. Strawberry dipped in chocolate. How does it feel? muahahhahaha... also you can dip the ice cream into chocolate and wrapped by a layer of crunchy nuts. It is not cheap either. I will only try it once unless there is someone who willing to pay for it :P

Thanks to my kor-kor for the McD coke at 3pm tea time. It is a pleasure to know someone like him. I like him a lot because he is always there for me when I need a friend. The road side lok lok is almost as good as abalone in a luxurious restaurant when he stood beside me. I know him not long, but long enough for me to discover his kind and caring heart. We chatted by the beach and had the long grandmother stories talk before. We both envied the Penang bridge view at night time... the windy moment, I knew I'd found a treasure.

Another treasure: I like his stupid smile. But lately I found that he owns a shirt which looks like the my beloved blanket. I feel like getting a touch of it and feel the soft and smooth texture in my hand. He is always there for me and showers me with words of compliments in order to motivate me. Not forgetting to mention that he often "kap" me. Haha.. hopefully when he read this, he doesn't feel offended.

Moving on are my family members. My sisters and I quarel a lot when I was still in school. I guess it due to the bad temper inherited from my previous generation. Haha.. I love my sisters the most. That is why I go home, just to see them and feel the warmth of sisterhood. You know, when I arrived home in the middle of the night or early morning, I will step into their room and hug my little Yvonne and gave her a light kiss on her cheek. I really love my youngest sister a lot. I also can't forget my 2nd younger sister, Mickey... She is a pretty and cute young lady. She plays basketball thus she is considered tough among us. She is indeed lovely. Another younger sister is now in Australia. She is smart and outgoing. We all miss her. Haha.. the one that has a barrier between me and her is my elder sister. Why there is a barrier? haha .. ask the phsycologist. I don't want to mention how much I love my parents here because it sounds kiddy.

My school time memories is also one of my treasures. The friends in RZ comes from different type of primary schools.. But each of them is just marvelous. I like them a lot.

There is a lot more on write if I don't roll up my blog here. :) You know you are my treasure, when you are!