I am all alone..

I feel so tired.. I fall asleep in the afternoon because the weather is too hot. Did too little things tonight. Wasted the day again! My blanket and pooh bear dirty again. Have to wash them some time.. Both also my favourite thing in my room.

my moments.. 

more than a month to go

had the last test of my years in university this morning. i had done my best although my best effort always don't yield the best result. yeah, optic is actually a quite interesting subject. maybe i will include this field in my job alternatives.

i saw the room i supposed to stay in penang. look quite neat.. although its an empty room (hahaha). maybe what tony said is correct. we are not going to spend much time in room after all.. our time will be dedicated to our work.. but i am not going to do that. i want to live my life to the fullest. i don't want to regret in the older days that i had not play and eat enough. wanted to buy myself a digital camera soon. wait till i get the settlement bonus.... =P

wanna listen to some songs and choose then... got a few cdr from chew ean. will burn them... kakaka... and later on back to psm.. next monday got to show jafri presentation slide already. so fast...

kukup or tioman??? there are rumors people want to organize trip upon graduation.

a day full of hopes

a day full of hopes...
i hope to get a free air flight ticket to australia.
i hope the day will be cooler.
i hope to finish studying optic.
i hope to get my borang 2-1 signed.
i hope to talk longer to my youngest sis on the line just now.
i hope sleep better tonight.
i hope test3 will be easier.
i hope my car aircon can be cooler.
i hope my love ones will achieve their hopes.
i hope tomorrow will be better.

muackss....!!**

about me

1.wat date and time is it now?
19 February 2005, the time is 1705

2.who's at home wif ya now?
housemates

3.did u go out yesterday?
Yes

4.where did u go yesterday and with who?
wang lai and 113 for lunch and dinner with frens.. and jusco alone.. nike factory store with et

5.do u prefer durian or guava?
guava

6.wat time did u wake up today?
7.30am

7.did u go anywhere?
i supposed this is 4 2day.. i din go out

8.if yes. where did u go & wat did u do there?
-

9.how old are u now?
21++

10.are u mature or immature?
a lil bit of each

11.wat do u call ur mother?
ma

12.are u the only child in the family?
no

13.are u e only boy/girl in ur family?
no

14.wat perfume/cologne are u using?
ralph lauren and clinique HAPPY

15.do u use it everyday?
no

16.are u spoilt?
not at all

17.do u wanna get married?
yes.. but not now

18.with who?
you will see it when i wanna get married

19.wat's e most flattering compliment u had received?
i dun remember any.. =P

20.if u were to marry a celebrity.who would u marry?
celebrity wont get married. they always parted

21.when are u going shopping?
dunno yet.. anyway i jus shopped yesterday

22.would u like to meet regine velasquez?
i dunno who you are talking about

23.where do you think your best frens are at?
klang and johor.. ??

24.when was the last time u talk to ur bestfrens?
maybe yesterday

25.do u think he/she needs u now?
i dun think she needs

26.what do u wan for ur birthday?
people i love.. !!

27.what do u want for christmas?
a card

28.if u were to buy any kind of bike of anysize..wat would it be?
not that kind of my grandmother used to cycle

29.if u were a car..wat car would u choose to be?
i don't want to be a car.. if no choice, maybe a small type

30.any piercing on u?
yes.. 2.. each at my ear

31.would u get a tatoo?
maybe

32.how bout a belly pierce?
no

33.how many kids do you wan?
i think should be 3..haha

34.do u have any homeworks?
a lot

35.MSN or yahoo?
msn

36.are u listening to any songs now?
yes

37.do u believe in miracles?
sometimes when there are no way out..

38.where do u wanna go now?
later wanna go for dinner

39.ever been to bangladesh?
no

40.how are you feeling now?
sleepy and tired

man-Q miss my blog

This guy asked me why I write less nowadays. but he has not check the updates before asking. =P this period has been too busy. just had a presentation this morning. i have 1 bad news and 1 good news. The bad news is i haven't finish my PSM when the due date is around the corner. The good news is this is my last ethics presentation. Have to publish the project synopsis by monday. fuh!! And still got a long road to go before things end. Hope everything will go smoothly. This weeked should be packed. We will have optic test 3 next week and assignments to do.

My sis getting married. I want to learn to create multimedia presentation for her. And also looking for soft musics that can be played during the dinner. hmm.. very hard to find songs without pathetic words. wedding has to comfortable and cheerful ceremony. so have to be careful in choosing!!

Bought something new for myself today= RM139. hehe... i think it is the most expensive thing i ever buy for myself to wear. Even more expensive than everything I have.. except those "body ornaments" for sure. =)

solitary

had been playing with my phone's ring tone since sunday.. first time using colour screen.. just like changing a black and white tv to colour tv.. so much fun.. Jesu Joy of Man's Desiring=> that's what i set finally.. so much things to store in mind; projects, assignment, tests, presentations, reports!! the work loads never reduce. sometimes feel like alien when people speaks the language you don't understand. today few people made me feel useful.. haha.. ya.. in ethics class. just now, being "pampered" by a lot of numbers. only an idiot will do what i did.. counting and pressing calculator for the past few hours.. =) i want to sleep now..

happy valentine's day !!

back to school...

back to school.. no more holidays.. after all, i am lagging behind where mostly everyone has done with their psm, mine is still hanging.. =)
how to describe my feelings today?? weary.. drove for 4 hours non stop and cleaned the room.. the journey back was slow and there was bumper-to-bumper traffic once in a while.. luckily i arrived safely.. sleepy..
i have another few jobs to include into my to-do-list.. one of them is to search for wedding songs that can last for hours... tough man... how to collect so many ??

morose

Feel a bit morose today. Maybe i should spend some time alone and meditate. The stupid simulation has taken my three whole days. restarting the pc has been my every hour ritual... hang hang hang!!! but things at home make me feel energetic again.. there is nothing i can't do!! chinese new year coming.. !!~ my mom rang me at last.. ;) gonna free myself from that sluggish position.. =P more and more people left for home already....

log normal distribution

life is like log normal distribution. log normal=ln is to normalize your life... try ln 10, you will get 2.303 which is smaller than 10. similar to our life. whenever you feel very excited or happy, something will shake you down.. by some unexpected event or when you feel extra unhappy, there is still something or someone that will make you smile. the the x axis is our age... whe we were younger, our life was not as exaggerating as we are now. our life now is at the climax. if you want to have fun, try now before its too late.. at the ending of our life.. things will be back to slow and pace. you can calculate and get the mean .. so that you know that is the time you feel the best of your life. for me, i want the standard deviation to be big as i can...

when you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying...

mistakeeee

Home and family situation is emphasized at this time. Going back on friday... !! Been inspired to find a way out of any ongoing issues that have become involved with. I was confused and made a mistake. The data is not available at all...
Gonna create a lil bit of lies... which can make unperfect things PERFECT... shuuuiiiiiii

Wondering who designed the road tax sticker.. made from glue.. melted under the sun and sticked to the windscreen.. tried few methods to remove
1. Just use a damp cloth to rub ~ failed
2. Boil water, rub using hot boiled water ~ a bit different
3. Using the third method. Used the screwdriver to scratch above the damp hot cloth. ~hmm..not bad
4. hehe... use dynamo !!! ~ succeed