morose

Feel a bit morose today. Maybe i should spend some time alone and meditate. The stupid simulation has taken my three whole days. restarting the pc has been my every hour ritual... hang hang hang!!! but things at home make me feel energetic again.. there is nothing i can't do!! chinese new year coming.. !!~ my mom rang me at last.. ;) gonna free myself from that sluggish position.. =P more and more people left for home already....