mood swing

it's actually nothing but i feel beaten. i did not do anything already but still i am getting very harsh and hard response from it.

i hate it

i hate it when people see me as a transparent material..
i hate it when people see me but treat me as they don't see me
i hate it when people scare of me
i hate it when people hide behind another person and act like she/he scare of me
i hate it when people is so paranoid when i ask them something
i hate it when people paranoid although i am just being friendly
i hate it when i do something with sincerity and people thought i am acting
i hate it when someone acting but the rest thought she/he is very sincere..

-- i hate it --

mailbox

i stunned for a while.. feel sour and sad when i spotted the special thing in my mailbox. it hit me sometime ago.. that is why it is kept at the corner that can't be seen by normal view. i think i get used to it already.

"Treat me like an angel and I'll be your lil' devil"

This sentence means a lot. I supposed I am always the lil devil to somebody. I cannot deny that I am somehow a mischievous and naughty girl.. I always talk bad about people.. haha.. means "gossiping" ok?... get to know me.. you will find the treasure.. :P