mukahead light house

it has been almost a year I last went to mukahead light house and that was my first time. this time, i feel awkard. the atmostphere is tense sometimes .. but it was due to my own intepretation. the hiking is easier than any chances before. i am a really mature grown up lady now. can accept how people treat me.. it is their problem, not mine, why should i care? someone told me today that i should love myself more before i start thinking of loving someone else. i agree. it is the most important point i should embedded in my thinking. i tend to miss out the fun when i did things that hurt myself thus spoiling a wonderful event that might occured. past is forgotten, present shall be remembered.